Monday, 22 October 2012

Past Few Weeks

I've kind of been putting this blog off as I couldn't be bothered with it but I suppose I should post an update for anyone that still reads!

I ended up on IVs again as I caught a cold which it seems is my enemy! I called the hospital and they put me on septrin at first to try stop me needing IVs, I drove to Leeds and picked up the prescription, got the tablets from the chemist. I decided to flick through the leaflet quickly before I took it as I've never taken septrin before and like to know what lovely side effects I may experience, so I know its the tablets causing it. I didn't get past the first section of the leaflet as I discovered septrin contains trimethprim which I have on my notes as been allergic to. I have a memory of vomiting in my Beauty and the Beast slippers as a child, my mother cannot recall this. I was unimpressed to say the least so called the Doctor who said 'yes I remember reading it in your notes but I forgot', wow good to know. Anyway she suggested I take one anyway and see how it went as it was a long time ago and it wasn't a serious allergic reaction. There was no vomiting so that was a bit of good news.

The septrin failed me and four days later I felt like I was at deaths door, I was getting out of breath talking, was so tired and achy and my sputum was going really thick and dark green. On the Monday I waited until our cleaner had done the bedroom and and then crawled in to bed, I was fully clothed with slippers on and was under the duvet and still shivering. I had to take Alfie to the vets as he had been walking on three legs all weekend so dragged myself out of bed and somehow made it, luckily Alfie had just pulled a muscle, that dog is a serious whimp! I decided whilst in the vets I was indeed going to die and called the hospital to tell them I was feeling very unwell so they wanted me to go in and see them. I went to my mums where I proceeded to cry as I was fed up and could not face driving to the hospital and struggling to get a car parking space and walking from the car to the ward. So my mum took me thankfully and gave me some pringles to cheer me up, my mum had only just come back from holiday so was pretty tired herself bless her!

I had a temperature of 38 degrees (I think it was 39 degrees the next day) and since I'd only had IVs two weeks before and I confessed I would struggle to do home IVs they decided to admit me in to hospital. Except they there were no beds on the CF ward and they couldn't locate me one on the respiratory ward so I had to go back home and wait for them to call me. Which they did the next day so off I went with my lightly packed suitcase (I wasn't planning on staying long). They decided I might have the flu so started me on tamiflu, they also put me in isolation so I couldn't infect anyone else. 

I went in on the Tuesday and it was my sister in laws wedding on the Saturday, so as you can imagine I was extremely unhappy at this turn of events as I'd been looking forward to it for ages and I was also supposed to be a witness. I told everyone who came in to my room that I wanted to go to this wedding and could I go on home IVs or go out for two nights? (the wedding wasn't local). It turned out I did not have the flu, just rhino virus (the common cold) and my temperature was coming down slowly so they agreed to let me go on home IVs on the Friday as I was feeling a lot better and felt I could manage. I was going crazy anyway as I wasn't allowed out of my room, even to use the ward gym and there weren't even any windows in my room to spy on people! 

The wedding was great, I didn't exactly feel like partying and had lots of treatments to fit in but I managed it and I was there which was the main thing. I went to a wedding and fitted in three lots of physio, all my nebulisers, three lots of IVs and an afternoon kip so I was quite proud of myself! The hotel had a fridge they let me use thankfully and I had to use a jug to wash my hair as the shower wouldn't lift down, all these little things people don't realise you stress about!

The rest of the week I spent hidden under a sleeping bag on the sofa watching lots of ER, then I decided a few days before I was due to finish my IVs that I should get out and about. It's sometimes difficult to tell if you feel better when you are lying around all day, especially with all the side effects from the IVs.

When I went to finish my IVs my fev1 was 45% which is the best it has been in ages so I am really happy about that! I managed to keep on my weight through having supplements so I'm practically back to normal now. The only complain I have is that I keep getting mucus in my throat especially when I lie down and I keep waking up because I can't breathe! The physio thinks this might be coming from my sinuses, so hopefully will get better as my cold goes. I also had my flu jab when I finished my IVs, the earliest my GPs could fit me in was the 31st October and it's just easier to get it done whilst at the hospital.

My glucose tolerance test says I have mild diabetes so at the moment I ma having to monitor my blood sugars before I eat and an hour and half after I've eaten. I don't know much about diabetes or what the blood sugars mean, the lowest so far is 3.2 and the highest is 17.6, I know that is higher than they should be but no idea what my fate is going to be! I hope I don't have diabetes because my fingers are already sore and it's just another thing to make eating even more complicated than it already is with these stupid enzymes! I seriously don't know how much more treatments I can fit in to my day and still have some form of a decent life! I might actually cry if they tell me I have diabetes.

Pete managed to raise £200 for doing the Great North Run which we donated to my CF Ward last week, so thanks to all those that donated!

Here are some pictures from my sister in laws wedding, we didn't get many! She looked gorgeous anyway which is easy for her since she does all the time!