I must say that insulin and Azli (Cayston) seem to agree with me, I think I am the healthiest I have been in a long time! My lung function at clinic last week was 44% and my weight 56.5kg (yes i'm getting fat!) and I'm on my month off Azli!
I've dropped the insulin at lunchtime on advice of the Doctor as I was having quite a lot of hypos (low blood sugar) even with just one unit of insulin as lunchtime. I monitored my blood sugars last week and was getting some high readings after some lunchtime meals but not others so the CF team are going to decide whether they want me to start having insulin at lunch again or not.
Our second round of IVF surrogacy did not work which was heartbreaking as we really thought it would this time as things went so well leading up to it. The good news is we have six frozen embryos so are due to do a frozen embryo transfer in the upcoming weeks.
I have ordered my new mobility car as believe it or not it's nearly three years since I got my Astra, so also three years since I gave back the love of my life, the Yellow Peril Mini! The good news is I will soon be the proud driver of another Mini! That's right folks I'm getting another one, but a Mini Cooper Countryman this time. She is going to be beautiful! Dark red with a black roof and black tyres, I can't wait to go cruising in her. We are even discussing the possibility of a road trip to France next year in her! I can't decide on her name, either Rollin Roz or Ruby Roz, I guess it's a case of deciding when I see her in the flesh!
In other good news... I was awarded ESA! The relief is amazing, to know I don't have to worry about been forced to work or go through a medical which I've heard are horrible. I had some problems receiving the new payments which I had to get Mummy to sort out as the people on the phone are horrible, but that's nothing compared to what could have happened.
Alfie has a new friend called Jasper, he is about 16 weeks old and half Jack Russell and half Chihuahua. he is my brothers puppy and we had to get the dog trainer out to show us how to introduce Jasper to Alfie as Alfie does not like dogs apart from his buddy Murphy. They are getting on OKish now but it's taken a lot of time and energy. Jasper is a mental dog, he never stops moving, he never seems to sleep, he digs, chews and eats everything and he likes to wind Alfie up by runnning around him and sometimes even biting his tail. Alfie being a more mature dog these days (he is now 6!) is not impressed as he just wants to lie back and relax whereas Jasper wants to play. Therefore these differences cause Alfie to tell Jasper off quite often and also me tell Jasper off quite often as he always seems to be running off with something of mine like a shoe or a charger, if you leave anything on the floor he will have it and he is fast! The joys of puppies! Here is a photo of the troublesome trio, from the left: Murphy, Alfie, Jasper - good boys sitting for treats!
Here are a few pictures from the past few weeks
First night out in months as actually felt well enough!
Trip to Bridlington (weather was horrible!)
Trip to the Lakes after failed surrogacy attempt to cheer ourselves up! (weather was beautiful!)
I must admit, things are hard for me at the moment with our second surrogacy attempt failing. I might be doing well CF wise but psychologically I'm struggling, however I'll save that for my surrogacy blog! I do know something though, that after everything we have gone through this year I know I love Pete with all my heart and know we can get through anything together! I am so grateful everyday I have such an amazing person in my life! Hope everyone is well, I will try update again before three months has passed!
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