Ace Husband

It's nearly the end of IV time and the past 12 days have not been the best, but neither have they been the worse. I was put on Aztreonam and Colomycin and my eyes have not gone sore at all, so it must be Tobramycin that is the culprit. However I have had terrible headaches, soreness in my joints and muscles and general lack of energy. However me being me decided that IVs were not going to ruin our plans to go to the Lake District last weekend so we loaded everything in the car and I was quite relieved I have an Astra as there was lots of stuff to take, and off we went. We did a short walk one day and that's about it, however I still came home feeling like a sack of crap which has continued all of this week. I'm still glad we went though as it was nice to get away, I love it in the Lakes, I love the views, fresh air and feeling of smallness.

I always convince myself that life is going to be normal when I'm on my IVs and this never happens. The reason for this is I forget all the little things that IVs do to you and how difficult and stressful it makes your day. One minute I can sleep for England, the next minute I can't sleep at all, things smell funny, I smell funny and as a result feel dirty, having thrush drives me insane, my skins itches, all my clothes feel tight and scratchy, getting washed is like a military operation due to a stupid needle in my arm, washing my hair is even worse, my dressing itches, my hands go dry from cleaning them so much and you guessed it...they itch, I have to plan everything to try fit my IVs in, I feel like I'm on another planet half of the time, my mouth feels like I'm hungover for the whole 2 weeks, I get daily headaches, my joints ache, I'm not hungry at all and feel sick...no wait now I want to eat a million chocolate bars, my sputum goes all thick from dehydration, it hurts to reach for the gear stick in the car because of my needle and lucky old me because I have hardly any energy to cope with any of these things.

Luckily I have an amazing husband because no-one else seems too bothered that I'm on IVs, people get so used to me been on them. Oh you're on your IVs again? Yep that's me, on my IVs again. Maybe people know I have Pete to help me so just keep out of it, I don't really know what I expect. Pete has got up every morning at 6am to prepare my IVs and put them on for me, some mornings I barely remember him doing them! He has also done my evening IVs and when we were in the lakes he did them all. He has helped me with my physio, has cooked tea most nights and taken Alfie out after work a few times. This is what being a CF partner or a partner of anyone with a disability involves and I really don't think they get enough credit, Pete doesn't have to put up with this like I do, he chooses to put up with it. My brother pointed out when we were in the Lakes that Pete does lots for me and yes he does. Pete lives with me and knows what makes me tired, what I can't manage, he understands my limits. On the hand hand he also knows what I am capable of, he knows that I'm not lazy (well maybe sometimes hehe) and I hate it when I useless. He doesn't rub it in my face or expect anything in return and it's taken him a long time to learn all these things, I sometimes worry one day he will have enough and leave me. I hate people that don't appreciate what they have and I know I am very lucky to have such a wonderful person in my life. He describes himself as 'a planner by day and carer by night!' I'm not sure if I like him labelling himself as my carer as I'm more to him than a patient! I know he isn't too serious though, I think he's a planner by day and an ace husband by night!

Pete is doing the great North Run today, sadly because I'm on my IVs it wasn't possible for me to go with him to cheer him on which is disappointing but he understands. I'll let you know how he does!

Here are some pictures from the Lakes

My Hero

Three years ago today I married the love of my life! I love him with every inch of my body and feel so lucky to have found such a caring, generous, gorgeous man to spend the rest of my life with! Here is a little video I made as to why I love my husband so much..!!

12 Weeks!

About two weeks ago I started to get a funny taste in my mouth and funny smell up my nose, and I knew my good patch was over. According to the physio I am not some kind of freak, its the infection I can taste and smell, I feel like i'm some kind of bloody sniffer dog that can detect infection! In addition to this I started to become more productive, I was getting dull pains in my lungs and I was starting to feel more tired.

I coughed my way through yoga and this man (apparently a GP) who has already commented on my cough to the yoga teacher and told her to tell me to take gavisgon came over to me afterwards and started telling me I have reflux and need to take some gavisgon before class. This annoyed me for two reasons, firstly, I do not like coughing infront of everyone and causing the yoga teacher to have to pause during her instructions because i'm so loud, so to have someone blatantly point out it's annoying is upsetting. Secondly, he has been told I have CF so why is he is insisting on interfering and trying to give me medical advice?! Even when I explained to him it was mucus on my chest he kept going on about reflux, I just wanted to yell 'leave me alone you annoying, interfering old man and mind your own business!', instead I just kind of ignored him after a while and walked off. I  was so annoyed I didn't go to yoga this Friday just gone, as clearly my coughing pisses people off.

On Sunday my friends and I did this modelling experience as my friend got us vouchers for Christmas last year. They do your hair and makeup and take photos of you. It was fun and we got some good photos, then we stayed in Manchester and went on a night out. I felt shocking the next day even though I had not drunk any alcohol and I only slept for 3 hours, I had toilet troubles and kept waking up sweating. Here are some photos from the shoot 

I had outpatients on Friday, my weight is down a little at 53.8kg so I was told to try put a bit more on by the dietician. She also confirmed after a lengthy description of my stools (always my favourite thing to do) that I was not taking enough enzymes which has probably contributed to my small weight loss and massive appetite. So stools wise.... pale, fluffy, large stools mean you are not taking enough enzymes, they do not have to be oily, orange, floaty and extremely smelly as I thought. Also going to the toilet five-six times a day is a sign too! I've hardly had any stomach pains though which is weird as i'd expect that if I wasn't digesting my food properly.

My fev1 is a steady 42% which is great and the physio thinks all the exercise I have been doing is helping this. The doctor wanted me to go on IVs though as I do feel as though i'm slipping and when I suggested going on oral Ciprofloxin I was informed one of the psuedomonas infections on my chest (I have two types of Psuedo on my lungs) is very resistant to most things including Ciprofloxin. So I agreed to go on IVs, blugh! I haven't had any since May so done well! So I am starting them tomorrow, i'm really going to try and keep up with the exercise though, it's just so difficult when your head feels all fuzzy and moving your body is like trudging through mud. 

On Saturday was my sister in laws hen night so I was out in Manchester again! We went in to town in a pink limousine, had chinese then went to the Birdcage. I have never seen so many women in one room and so many hen parties! I left at 11.30 with Pete's mum, Pete had gone to watch Man City with his Dad, so we were both staying at his parents. The next day we went to see some friends who recently had a baby and then had a meal at Pete's parents with all the clan over after going to have a look where my sister in law is getting married in a months time. I can't believe it is going to be Pete and I's three year wedding anniversary next week! Here are some pictures from the hen do, I have figured out how to do fancy things to photographs now to make me look better haha!

So today and I am exhausted and not really done much apart from take Alfie out for a short walk!

Pete is doing the Great North Run again in two weeks time and is only going to take sponsorship money if he beats his time from last year. He is going to donate the money to the CF Ward (Ward 6J, St James Hospital, Leeds) that look after me. Because of this there is no just giving page, if anyone would like to pledge to sponsor him please let me know either on here or facebook etc. We would both really appreciate it! He has some new trainers to hopefully run faster and is training ever so hard, he ran home from work last week! Thanks in advance!

Summertime

Well I must admit I am totally confused by how many enzymes I need to take with food! I have not moved over to Nutrizym 22 yet but have been experimenting with Nutrizym 10. I am not taking any with breakfast or lunch and only two with my evening meal and 4 with a really fatty meal such as takeaway. Yesterday I went to the cinema and ate about 2/3's of a large popcorn and two small milky ways (well Lidl's version of them!) and only had one tablet. I seem to be more regular and less bloated! I need to speak with the dietitian at my next outpatients appointment as I am so confused, i'm not sure what I should be looking for in my stools (gross I know). I used to get belly ache and horrible stools if I didn't take my tablets, is it possible to become more pancreatic sufficient as you get older!? I think they need to test me or I need to confirm what I should be looking out for. It's really weird eating and not taking any tablets, I keep getting them out of the drawer automatically! My weight is going up if anything as I am just hungry all the time, it's driving my insane, I don't know if this is linked to me not taking my enzymes. Food just tastes so good at the moment!

I'm really stable at the moment and feeling good. Don't get me wrong I still have CF and have serious lung infections and lung damage and my energy levels are not the same as someone without CF, I still cough lots and get breathless and have to do loads of treatment every day. Yesterday in the cinema I was coughing loads and was worried I was annoying everyone, I was scared I'd even coughed a greeny on my hand (I hadn't thankfully!), so I still have to deal with crap like that on a daily basis. I'm saying this because some people seem to think that when I say I'm feeling good I am as healthy as a normal person, no not at all, one can only dream... However, I am good for me, but if a healthy person felt like me they'd probably be curled up in bed whining.

I have been to the gym four times a week the past two weeks. Can you believe that?! Yoga once a week and gyming it three times, I swear if I ever have a transplant and have normal energy levels I'm not going to be able to sit still because even now if I feel good I feel I need to be doing stuff to keep that way. Obviously my gym sessions are not anything to shout about, there was a small child next to me on Thursday who was going faster on the cross trainer than me but I'm beating my personal bests if you can call them that, so I'm proud and happy with myself.

I feel like life is how it should be at the moment, I wake up on a morning and rather than dreading the day and figuring out how I'll manage to get through it, I can wake up and look forward to the day. Summertime is definitely the best time of year even if we are in England and it rains for most of it!

My Clever Little Alfie

I feel like I have neglected Alfie for a while on my blog so here are some videos of him doing stay, recall and stop. He is really good at obedience and training whatever his other faults may be. Love him so much!

Nutrizym

I had outpatients on Monday and all went well, I seem to be having a good streak at the moment, 2 months without IV's and counting! I've had to have my port flushed twice since my IV's and had two outpatient appointments, not a usual occurrence for me these days! When my port is not accessed it has to be flushed every 4-6 weeks, which basically means they put a needle in the port, flush in some hepflush and pull the needle out whilst pushing the last ml of hepflush in. Hepflush helps prevent blood clots in the line and pushing as the needle is pulled out creates positive pressure which prevents back flow in to the port.

When she flushed my port on Monday it really hurt to the point I thought she had missed the port, when I looked I saw she had put the needle in at a funny angle,kind of diagonally which explains why it hurt! It also hurt when she pulled the needle out and the area is all bruised now so not the best flushing of port experience.

My lung function is steady at 42% and my weight is 55.6kg so finally back up to pre Christmas standards. I must admit i'm struggling with the weight gain, I know it's stupid but when you lose weight and put it back on you feel fat and frumpy no matter how much you weigh as you are used to seeing yourself slimmer! My appetite is insane, I just want to eat all the time but then I get bloated and feel horrible afterwards so as well as the weight gain i'm frustrated at my appetite! I know it's all good CF wise and it keeps me healthy which makes it even more frustrating as one part of me hates it and one part of me knows its good for me!

The people who make Nutrizym 10, which are the tablets I take with food have decided in all their good wisdom to cease production which leaves me with a slight problem. I have never tolerated Creon which is the usual choice for people with CF, I was on Pancrease and they stopped making that a few years ago so I moved on the Nutrizym 10 and it's only the last 18months I think I have finally figured out how many tablets I need to take with food. Everyone with CF is different so you can't be told 'take 4 with a fatty meal' '2 with snacks' as some people with CF need to take 20 with a fatty meal, some only need to take 1! Its a case of trial and error. I can't imagine been able to eat and not having to take tablets, to me that is weird. Every time I eat I have to try figure out how many tablets to take depending on how fatty the food is, then I have to space the tablets throughout the meal as you can't just take them all at the start or at the end. I don't always get it right and if you take too many you get constipation, you take too less you get fatty, very smelly stools and belly ache and bloating.

So with Pancrease I took 9-10 with a very fatty meal such as a takeaway, 5-6 with a meal and  3-4 with some cereal, lunch etc. To be honest i'm rubbish at knowing how much fat is in food as i've never had to watch my weight or diet or anything!

The we went on Nutrizym 10 and I figured I needed to take half of a Pancrease dose minus 1 as a guideline, so 5 with takeaways, 3-4 with a meal, 1 or 2 with snacks, cereal etc. I find taking less is better than more!

But now they don't do Nutrizym 10 and i'm having to take Nutrizym 22, if this doesn't work out I may have to try Creon again even though they give me the runs and make me look pregnant (I hope if you don't have CF and are reading this you are grateful you can digest your own food!). I have a suspicion I may not be totally pancreatic insufficient as the doses I take are quite low compared to others and I can get away with having a few biscuits or a hot chocolate and not taking any tablets, plus all in all I do not struggle with my weight half as much as others with CF so I suspect my pancreas is not totally useless! I think this may be partly why I don't get along with Creon, who knows..? Trouble is that Nutrizym 22 is double the strength of Nutrizym 10 so I have been told to half the dose of what I normally take, how you can half one tablet is still a  mystery, I think i'm going to open the tablet and only have half of the little balls inside, the other option is to not take any tablets with food that only required 1 Nutrizym 10 and I'm quite looking forward to the prospect of eating and not taking any tablets! 

I don't have any Nutrizym 22 yet and still taking Nutrizym 10 whilst stocks in my cupboard last! But I am doing some trial and error by not taking tablets with certain foods, so far I have had a cup of hot chocolate and 3 hob nobs and I had salad with salmon for lunch, all with no tablets. I feel like this experiment is going to help me make some grand discovery that in fact I do not need any tablets with my food at all and I have lived a lie all these years! I think i'll hold off having a takeaway with no tablets just yet as that would be one nasty poo the next day....!


I'd like to mention the conversation I had with a registrar at Outpatients on Monday. The dietitian had left him a note saying I was moving on to Nutrizym 22 so he asked me how often I would take it? I informed him I needed to take them with food, 

'so three times a day?' he asked me. 

'No I take them EVERY TIME I eat, it's the alternative to Creon'

'right ok' he said looking confused

So he gave me a prescription as he left and what has he prescribed me? Nutrizym 22, 1 tablet three times a day! Sigh...If only the dosage was so easy....! This is why I hate seeing the non CF doctors!

I'll leave you with a cute picture of my cousins little boy, we went for a walk on Wednesday and I also saw them yesterday at my Nanas, somehow my cousin ended up washing my car for me whilst I looked after him, bonus! Alfie was very well behaved with the baby and he also did excellent in dog training, I keep meaning to try get a picture of him doing agility, very proud of my pooch!

Holiday Tips

When you have CF and you go on holiday, there is so much more to think about. I absolutely hate packing/planning for holidays because of this reason! Here are some hints and tips for holidays I have picked up over the years.....

Take all medication/physio stuff/nebs in your hand luggage, your suitcase might get lost! I have never been questioned about medication in my bag. They once looked at my I-neb as it looks abit like a bomb on the scanner and they once put my nebuliser stuff through a vapour machine as they are liquid, I was informed I should bring the pharmacy labels with me for the nebuliser stuff due to them being liquid but that was it.

I'm managing OK with my weight at the moment and I always eat loads on holiday anyway so I didn't bother taking any supplements with me. I think if I was on overnight feeds etc i'd probably just manage without them for week or take oral supplements instead, but even that would cause packing/weight problems

Remember to take a clear bag to put your liquids in for the airport checks

Make sure you get a letter from your CF team that says you are fit to fly with/without oxygen and a letter asking customs to let you through with your medication

I use a Frio bag to keep my tobi and pulmozyme nebs cool whilst travelling, I got mine off Amazon and I think its an extra large size. This won't be good enough for the whole holiday, you need to make sure your hotel room has a fridge! However it's OK for a 1-2 days travelling

If you need oxygen on your flight keep checking they know you need oxygen when you check in, when you get on the plane, because I'm telling you, these airlines seem to be useless!

Remember to take some washing up liquid to wash your nebs with after use! I have yet to write to Fairy and suggest they make a travel sized washing up liquid...! What I tend to do is try to not end up taking a full bottle of washing up liquid that will bump the weight of my suitcase up!

Unless your hotel room has a cooker or kettle I have yet to find a way to sterilise my nebs whilst on holiday. I don't really fancy taking a steriliser with me so I just make sure they have a good boil before we go away and as soon as we get back

Always take lots of your food enzymes, god forbid you should lose them or run out, talk about spoiling your holiday!

For travel insurance quotes call JD Travel  they have always managed to find me a reasonable-ish quote...!

I always try to remember to take a list of all the medication I am on, just in case I end up in hospital etc!

Unless you have a kettle to boil water and then let cool down, doing your nasal rinse can be a pain too. I used bottled water and just put up with cold water shooting up my sinuses! Not the best but when options are limited what can you do?!

To mix up my movicol I saved a water bottle and shock it up in the bottle, due to lack of spoons. 

Take spare movicols/sennas (or whatever you use for constipation), you don't want to get blocked up due to dehydration/travel. I had such bad problems with this on holiday and nearly ran out of supplies even with my spares!  Also, this goes without saying but drink lots of water, this will help with your chest and bowels

Remember to take salt tablets, you can get a prescription from your CF team. People with CF loose lots of salt when they sweat and it needs replacing, otherwise you can feel ill

Take an emergency supple of antibiotics/steroids in case your chest is naughty, I also like to take some spare ventolin and hypertonic saline nebs. 

Doing physio whilst travelling is a right pain in the arse. It's not exactly something you can do in public. On the way home I had to miss my evening physio session as we checked out of our room at 11am but didn't fly until 9pm, I did my tobi on the plane but not my hypertonic saline as I knew this would make me cough up sputum which I am not willing to do on a plane in front of strangers. I knew i'd have to miss my evening physio so did my pulmozyme in the morning an hour before my morning session (I usually do it in the evening), I don't like to do my pulmozyme without doing some physio afterwards as it loosens everything up but then you are not coughing it up!When we went to Thailand for out honeymoon I managed to do physio in a medical room at Dubai airport, that's the only way I can see getting around not missing it.

I don't go on two week holidays, not only is it too much to pack/plan medication wise, I don't like going away for that long! 10 days max for me! Last time we went for 2 weeks was our honeymoon and I didn't take enough disks for my I-neb!

Which leads to my last tip. if you have an I-neb, remember to take enough disks with you....!!!! And don't forget your I-neb charger!! Also make sure you will have enough disks when you get home, those disks can take forever to arrive in the post, trust me!

If anyone else has any more tips feel fee to leave them in the comments!

Italia

Well hello there! Or should I say Ciao! That's right, I am back from Italia!

We had a fantastic time, we stayed in Sorrento which is close to Naples. Its a beautiful place and we would go back again. Even the people are beautiful, I hate them haha! There are lemon and orange trees everywhere, they make a nice alcoholic drink called Lemoncello with the lemons and that's coming from someone not a fan of lemons!

My CF has being very kind to me lately, before our holiday I was going to the gym 2-3 times a week and walking Alfie almost daily and whilst on holiday I have felt good too. My chest always feels better on holiday anyway as I think the heat dries it up so I cough less but it means once I get home there is alot of think mucus to come up! I had an outpatients appointment today and my fev1 is 42% and my weight is 54.5kg, I'm surprised I'm not about 60kg with the food I ate on holiday! I must admit I did get sick of pasta and pizza though and will be eating other types of food for awhile! So I got a thumbs up from the doctor, yeay! I also had a ultrasound this morning to look at my liver, its standard I have a scan every 2 years. I had to fast from last night and the scan took about 20 minutes.

I wasn't very impressed with Thomson with regards to my oxygen, they got really funny about my letter saying I had changed the date on it (which I had to save time and effort, I didn't realise it would be a big deal!), so I had to get another letter signed by my doctor which isn't exactly easy, Pete had to do it by fax at work to get it in time. They then didn't send me anything to confirm the oxygen was arranged so I had to call them, they claim to have emailed me.... When we checked in we couldn't be sat next to each other, we had the aisle between us, turns out needing oxygen gets you no extras or special treatment! When I got on the plane I checked they were aware I needed oxygen and they told me they had been told I 'might' need oxygen! So I got dumped with this stupid tank that required a white mask with a bag on the bottom of it, not the nasal cannula I had been promised when I spoke to the extra needs department! I had to sit straight else the bag kinked and got cut off, I felt like I couldn't breathe with the stupid bag and of course I looked an idiot! Luckily the seats behind me were free so Pete and I were moved to them so my tank could have its own seat, which begs the question why we were not seated there in the first place?!

Anyway I complained to the rep when we arrived and she made sure they knew I needed oxygen for the whole flight on the way home and would like a nasal cannula which thankfully they arranged! Again we had an aisle between us, the seat next to me was free for my tank which was lucky as it's not nice having the tank by your feet. This tank only gave you oxygen when you breathed in through your nose which was slightly annoying but alot better than the mask!

I was really tired in the airport on the way home, how much walking do you have to do in airports?! I'm seriously considering asking for a wheelchair next time so Pete can wheel me around!

We went to look around Herculaneum and Pompeii (both destroyed by Vesuvius in 79AD) the Sunday before we came home which was amazing, you can't believe the house you are stood in or the mosaics you are looking at are nearly 2,000 years old. Pompeii is massive, it was home to 20,000 Romans so we only got to see a small section of it really. I struggled walking around with the heat, dust and uneven floors but it was worth it!

We also hired a car for the day and drove on the Amalfi Coast, we got upgraded to a convertible Fiat for free which was good! Those roads are so scary, Italians are crazy drivers and the roads are narrow and bendy! It's a great drive though and very beautiful.

We spent the rest of the time relaxing by the pool, I of course sit in the shade. The heat makes me feel unwell and I'm very pale which people like to point out to me and make fun of all the time. Yes I don't tan, yes I am pale but I have accepted it, it's how I was born and I am not ashamed of it. I don't know why people have a problem with paleness, everyone is obsessed with getting a tan. I am pale and proud!

I've made a video of photos from the holiday as there are so many, the song is 'Torna a Surriento' (Come back to Sorrento), what other song could I have had?!

100 Followers!

My blog has hit a milestone, it has 100 followers! Thanks to everyone that reads it and I hope you find it interesting/useful/insightful. It means a lot that people follow me and my life and I hope I contribute something useful to the blogging world! Blogger has changed recently and has lots of new information, my blog 'the lonley disease' has been viewed 696 times, unbelievable! The record is the blog about my honeymoon though, that has had 948 views!

We went to the Lakes over the bank holiday weekend with some friends and I had such a good time but was absolutely shattered for over a week afterwards. We went on the Saturday and had a short walk around Coniston and then on the Sunday some more friends came up and we went for a longer walk from our book 'walks on the level' good old Norman and his walks for the crazy people who can't walk but still like to give it a try! I never realised I walk so slow compared to other people, seriously how do people walk that fast?! Alfie and I kept dropping behind, Alfie was praised for completing the walk, er hello what about me...?! Haha!

On the Sunday night we played a game that is charades and pictionary in one, it was so funny, our team won of course. We then played cards and I won again of course! By Monday I was so tired but we went on a boat on the lake, it was quite cold and wore about five layers of clothing to keep warm!

When Pete was packing the car to go home he managed to lock the car keys in the boot so we had to phone the RAC to come out and rescue us. We were lucky the guy managed to find us as the house is in the middle of nowhere and even when he arrived he said he might not be able to get in to the car! He made a gap in the back door and put a wire through the gap and wound the window down with the wire (luckily the back windows are not electric) and hurray he opened the door and we got our keys back! This meant we didn't get to set off home until about 9pm and I had to do my evening physio in the car in front of my friend and her boyfriend, not the highlight of the weekend. I apologised that I had only met my friends boyfriend once before and was now going to have to cough my guts up in front of him! It was rather embarrassing.

I struggled all weekend to do all my treatments to be honest, its so hard to fit it all in especially when you are tired and want to take that time to have a rest like everyone else! I also hate having to make everyone arrange things around my treatment like getting back by a certain time or having tea at a certain time so I can fit it all in. I also hate sitting in the bedroom doing my treatment and hearing everyone else in the main room having fun and chatting, it makes me so angry that I have to miss out and we are not talking 10 minutes here, we are talking an hour or more. I hate having to make everyone do the easy walk so I can do it or that I didn't do much cleaning or cooking to reserve my energy, I just feel like I'm a burden sometimes and expect everything to be about me, but in reality I'm doing all this so that I can join in. I don't know if I'd be able to go on trips anymore without Pete as he tends to watch out for me and knows what I can and can't do and picks up the slack for me, I don't think my friends would do stuff for me like he does. It makes me sad that I'm not as independent anymore.

Here are some pictures from the trip

CF Week

Today it is CF Week so I have been doing my best to try educate people about CF by posting blog posts on facebook everyday. A fair few people have looked at them (I can look how many people have viewed posts etc) so hopefully it has done some good. I'd like to arrange some kind of fundraiser one year but I'm not very good at stuff like that so wouldn't know where to start!


Yesterday I finished my IVs thank god! This course has been horrid and seemed to last forever! The headaches settled down slowly after the first week which was a massive relief but then my eyes really started playing up, so puffy, weepy and sore. I looked like some kind of drug addict with my red, baggy eyes! It got to the point where I couldn't see properly at times and I considered phoning the hospital as I wasn't sure if it was an allergic reaction, I'm sure it is but if it's not serious I tend to put up with it. Anti histamines do not help at all, neither goes putting lots of aqueous cream around them to help with the dryness. The only thing that seems to help a little is if I put some comfort eye drops in my eyes a few times a day. I think its the Tobramycin that causes it as they are worst on a night when it's going in me and the following morning.


On Wednesday I looked a right mess, my eyebrows desperately needed  waxing, my hair looked shocking, puffy red eyes and to top it off I woke up with a coldsore! Grrr! I got my hair done on Wednesday, finished my IVs yesterday so my eyes are looking better already and I got my eyebrows waxed today, the only remaining problem is the coldsore! At least I am feeling back to my normal self anyway!


My fev1 was 44%, my weight is 54kg and my sats were 95% so all is looking OK!


I had a fit to fly test about 3 weeks ago and failed miserably. My sats fell to about 85% when given oxygen for 20 minutes that would be the same as on a plane. Therefore I need extra oxygen on our flight to Italy, I've never needed oxygen for a short haul flight before so I'm a bit gutted really. Luckily Thompson who we are flying with provide free oxygen (we checked when booking just in case) and the form my Doctor needed to fill in was really simple. However the letter needs to be signed no more than a month before travel so they have said they can't accept it and I need another, so annoying! I've just changed the date on the letter and will send it again in a few weeks...! I've also sorted our travel insurance, the quote I got before was no longer valid as I needed oxygen on the flight and they wouldn't cover me anymore. Luckily the broker (Gill Noble) found another company for me and I also called Insurance Choice but the brokers quote was cheaper at £185 for Pete and I, so we went for that. The joys of having an illness and going on holiday!!