Will never get there

Along with the tiredness I am now developing a productive cough (lots of mucus) and also a dry, tickly cough when I'm out of breathe which I assume is me doing some form of wheezing, this morning I thought I had some kind of bird in my throat with the noises it was making! I'm not sure if its wheezing, my chest doesn't feel particularly tight, it did when I was swimming last week though. I get so many different things I lose track of what is what.

I am really getting sick of it all, I'm going to the gym and swimming and walking, getting rest, doing all my nebs and physio religiously. What more can I do?!

Pete commented I must be due some IV's, my last lot finished 19th March. Am I really supposed to be happy I have gone 2 months without any and now I'm slowly slipping again?

I'm never going to get my lung function up, I see this now. There is physically nothing else I can do. Maybe it went up the other week when I was feeling good, but what good is having a higher lung function for about seven days? I have done nothing differently since then, I never miss my treatments or anything.

My outpatients appointment isn't until 29th May so I will see then how I am doing, might be all in my head.

I'm going to see Girls Aloud on Friday, here are some pictures from when we saw them last year!

Sadly we won't get as close to them this year, tickets sold out so quickly compared to previous years and the seats I got are pretty rubbish. They are really great to see live whatever you think of Girls Aloud, they put alot of effort into their performances and are really entertaining.