Hello my names Gemma and i'm a binge drinker

Yes thats right I am one of the thousands in England that are causing a growing problem, I am a binge drinker. I do silly things when I drink too much and i'm slowly killing my liver. My defence is that this is the first time I have been out for like 2 months, maybe even longer and I never drink when i'm at home, i'm more of a binge drinking kind of girl. I save all my daily allowance units up for one night. Embarrassing things I did on saturday a) wrote on a candle with my expensive lipstick b) sick in the toilets c) fell asleep in the bar on a sofa d) from the photographs it appears I walked around half of the night with my lipstick smudged all around my lips so I look like a clown, thanks 'friend' for telling me...... This is why I only go out every few months because I cant face embarrassing myself more often. I blame the antibiotics, they make me so I cant tolerate alcohol! Oh and I blame those shots I had too... and that wine... and that champagne... and the vodka. Heres some pictures anyway

Roar! I'm a leopard!

Dunno who this guy is, but my friends must have liked his tattoo...!

Can you believe Pete proposed to someone else? Unbelievable! Luckily he said no to Pete, phew!

So anyway today I decided i've had enough of my cough and my large volumes of sputum I am coughing up. On friday morning I had a really bad pain in the bottom of my chest so did some physio and coughed up a big, hard piece of sputum. It was like a rock and about the size of a 5p coin. It hurt my throat coming up cos it was so hard. Ive been doing my physio loads and I swear the sputum never stops coming up, I could keep doing my physio forever and it would keep coming. I also getting really breathless and wheezy. So I called the hospital today and went in this afternoon to pay them a visit. My fev1 is down to 37% and my fvc is 58%, so its not down loads but my lung function doesnt change alot, only by a few %'s if i'm ill. I had to have an x-ray done which may I add was done very quickly and efficiently, I was impressed! Although, when did they stop giving you a thing to hold over your bum to protect it from radiation when you have the xray done? Hopefully the rays may have zapped abit of the fat off my arse.....hehe.
My weight is now 58kg so it is clearly not affecting my weight! I also peeked at my notes (they are all the computer now, its very fancy) and I found out my gene types are both df508. This is the most common types to have if you have cf, im such a commoner!!
Anyway i'm going on ivs on wednesday (sigh), I think I made just about 2 months without having any. The doctor says if I dont improve they will think about giving me voriconazole and steroids for my aspergillus, but they are very reluctant and want to use it as a last resort as they are quite toxic, so want to rule out infection first. She says my psuedomonas levels are quite high 100+ (whatever that means). Im slightly annoyed im having to have ivs again so soon, I dnt actually mind been on ivs, but been on them every 2-3 months isnt a good sign is it?! I feel like its just a sign my health is getting worse.