Jo's Send Off

On Friday it was Jo's funeral, I wish I could have gone but it was a long way and I couldn't have gone on my own. I said a prayer for her at 11am which was the time of the service. Her friends on the CF forum (including me) put our money together to help give her a good send off. Jo loved cake (she ate a whole Victoria sponge every day to put weight on) and she loved Betty Boop, so here is what we sent her..... She would have loved it! We also sent her some flowers. I really miss her and still can't believe she is not here anymore, it's going to take some getting used toIn other news I have been busy... getting filmed! I'm not going to say anything else as it's not getting aired until Easter time, but watch this space!

Today we have been to look at five bungalows, yes five bungalows! We have seen one we LOVE! So watch this space too!

I'm starting to feel better I think, still getting tired easily and chest is still getting pains but it is starting to feel less tight. I don't think I have lost anymore weight but not put any on either, just keeping it steady now. I keep feeling lightheaded and like I can't see properly which is strange, I think it must be the voriconazole as it can cause visual disturbances. It feels like I'm in a daydream and not in my body, not good at times! I've been to the gym twice this week and walked Alfie so at least I am getting back to the exercising, it always goes on halt when I'm on my IV's as I never have the energy to go.

I am currently watching X Factor, so far I have voted three times for Olly. I knew he'd be in the final! Olly to win!!!! This is the first time I have watched the x-factor final in years, every year I'm always out! Yet another sign I'm getting old....!